“You’ve been there before. That one time where everything you had to say was on the tip of your tongue, where you had it all planned out in your head, but when it was time to actually say it…..nothing came out. Then you turn on that song, that one song that said everything you ever thought, wished, and imagined you could ever say. Sometimes music can say everything words alone cannot.”
Hello there. Well I really have just recently just started updating this blog, but not exactly with my thoughts. I don’t know where to start from where I left off. Life has definitely been a roller coaster the past few months. To begin, it’s finally summer vacation which I’ve been looking forward to for like, ever. I’m now officially a junior I guess, woopdy doo. The seniors have now graduated and I know I’m gonna miss a few of them so so much. This is the first class I’ve actually been pretty close to. The good thing is also now that it’s summer, my grade is hanging out a lot more which I really enjoy. To be honest, at first I thought all the guys in my grade were extremely immature but now that we’re growing up more together, it is so much fun to hang out with them. Lately, I’m trying really hard to enjoy every moment of every day and the people who surround me. I’m looking forward to the rest of summer.. in 2 days I leave for a cruise then late July I finally go to California, then come back and go straight to Vermont. But instead of looking forward to the exciting events in life, I want to enjoy every single second of life, because it’s true.. you look back at the most memorable moments in your life and you say, wow I really wish I could relive that or do this differently, etc. For example, today my ‘childhood pet’ guinea-pig passed, Nickers. Anyone who really knows me knows I was in love with that thing. He was legit my everything, like the dog I never had. I remember taking him for ‘walks’ with his leash and strolling him around in a stroller down my street and teaching him little tricks and feeding him carrots and jumping on the trampoline with him (don’t try it, lol). I wish I could relive those moments, even just for at least one more day. He was the cutest thing ever. I’m going to miss him an incredible amount. There comes a time where things have to end, but it’s the start of something new. Everything happens for a reason, everything. I am thankful for my family being there for me when I need them most, my friends, especially my best friend in the entire world, Dana. I love her so much and am extremely beyond thankful for everything she does for me. She is always there whenever I need her. I am so blessed for everything I have. I have amazing opportunities and memories that help form me into who I am and who I will become. There’s so much life out there and ahead of us, just remember to live it up one day at a time.